confused about life.

I had my 4th shift today.
I work at red rooster lolol. Like I didnt even apply. Wtf.
He called me out of nowhere.. weird.
But its amazing. The people there make me laugh so much. And one of our managers sounds EXACTLY like arnold schwartzenegger.. its insane! I love his accent so much.

I made friends with these two guys.. one from broadmeadows and one from moonee ponds but like they both are good mates with each other. I got close with one of them. We kissed and held hands and stuff.
We both promised we wouldnt hook up with anyone else while we were like that.
Big mistake.
I found out he hooked up with someone at his party so im all what the fuck. Then I found out it was his own cousin :|
then I get totally dumped coz he and his cousin have been in love for ages. Man I dont know whether im crushed or freaked out. LOL.
Put me off relationships for a fair while.

Im also becoming close with a guy from Preston. Hes so friendly :)
I still have no idea what to get him for his bday (which was like 2 weeks ago heh). I told him my present was the best present ever. Got no idea what it actually is yet tho shh ;)

And yeah.
Im desperate to drop out of school at the end of the year, only I dont think ill be able to get into my tafe course coz you need to have completed year 12.. unless I apply as a mature aged student when im 21? But what do I do for the next 5 years? Too hard. I got no idea. Im just gonna go with whatever happens. Leave it for fate to decide.