changes

Im noticing the changes in myself.

Punch ons used to scare me. I could never watch. I always had to cover my eyes..
Now they help me sleep at night. They give me reason to smile.

I used to cuddle everybody. Going an entire day without cuddles made my body ache.
Now it frustrates me when people touch me all the time.
I used to love spending endless days with chick friends. and now I only have 2 chick friends over here and im not even that close with them.
I keep getting so angry and frustrated all the time. Arguments keep happening. I remember I used to give in at the slightest sign of a potential fight.
I even broke edge by smoking.

Whats happening to me?
I dont like it.